- Mood:
Questionable - Listening to: Breathe - Solara
- Reading: HPFF... Harmony H/Hr
- Watching: Harry Potter 6!
- Playing: Pokemon! Platinum Version
- Eating: Kamichi
- Drinking: Red Bull
Ja na ne! =] Some deep thinking... and i came up with this. A compilation of sorts. Try not to get confused. A big thank you to a certain rainy day for my perceptions... Never argue with me about them, it gets you nowhere. Your in control of your mind, so don't blame me for expressing myself. Have a wonderful day. ku nai!
Presentation is for those who waste...
Hermione's Song;
When the grass is like ice, and the wind like razors... Embrace the cold.
Ive been hoping, waiting, wasting.
Because nothing else gives me reason.
The way i hoped you would.
The way i know you could.
Could this be the one that understands a little more?
Blinded by my necessity, does this silence mean you care, or wont?
Just a little more.
And you're a half a world away
But in my mind I whisper every single word you say.
And before you sleep at night
You pray to me, your lucky star, your singing satellite.
I follow the winds that bring the cold, baby.
My love may be invisible
But I inspire the dreams that guide you.
So breathe in that snow
become my Doe, my deer.
Think your deepest, untill the wind comes once more.
The razors that sever you.
For i hope that one day you might just...
Embrace the cold.
Protego!
Progression.
'He loved it when they wasted time together like this, whether they were laying in bed and pretending that time didn't exist, that they could lay there forever and never have to drag themselves out of bed at noon because somebody somewhere wanted them to do something, or sitting together on the couch on a rainy day, wrapped in each other's arms as they looked out the window at the rain coming down, and not speaking, just enjoying the lasting moments of peace. Comfortable silences... He had discovered that it was a nice feeling, being so comfortable around someone that you could just sit for hours and never say a word, yet never feel the tiniest bit awkward.'
Incense, an open reality. Desires are for the selfish, we are all selfish. What are feelings without emotions? Im hoping you will understand, never let go of my hand. Lets be cold, open darkness we can see. Your not blind for the life i need. Assumptive elements always lead to misunderstanding. Breathe, solaria. Transcendence to happiness. It will always work out in the end. There are always straight roads, more than one. To where you want to go. I would say never give your everything, because if you lose it you have nothing... but truly really. Yourself is all you need, to achieve progression. To move forward, to be en-lighted. Think about your "problem... if it wont matter in 5 years. Than its not one. Freedom lies outside the square. Your mind is all that stops you.
A conceptual reality... Not the place i want to be. Inspiration is the evolution of reality. Can there ever be an original piece? Existence makes that a troublesome freedom, yet holds society together. Logicality will always be corrupted. It will always end. Those who seek freedom seek a lack of existence. Infinity is the product of nothing, something always ends, becomes nothing. Conform or die, a slave to the system, controlled by us ourselves. Don't cry when no one understands. Force Independence till you are murdered for it, or live life without meaning... Entities that can never be blamed for corruption, built from the conception that we where to control. Inevitability, wraps us from what we thought was reason. Irrelevance, nothing. Never build your conscious from the experiences your surrounded by. Meaning is conceptual, and becomes weak with length. Take from the example that you live by... creation is as simple as you want it to be. Conception fights conception. Emotions are chosen, consideration can make anything feel good.
For we are the shadow people, lost in life, blind to our hearts, consumed by our minds, and enslaved to our bodies, we are the shadow people, living in sorrow, catching fleeting glimpses of rainbows in the distance, and weeping. we are the shadow people, we are one, we are many, we come from nowhere, and have no place to go. time is upon us, and the light will come, for if darkness is existance, the end will bring light.....
You say, "Dreams are dreams.
"I ain't gonna play the fool anymore."
You say, "Cause I still got my soul."
Take your time, baby, your blood needs slowing down.
Breach your soul to reach yourself before you gloom.
Reflection of fear makes shadows of nothing, shadows of nothing.
You still are blind, if you see a winding road,
Cause there's always a straight way to the point you see.
Don't try to live so wise.
Don't cry cause you're so right.
Don't dry with fakes or fears,
Cause you will hate yourself in the end.
My knee is still shaking, like I was twelve,
Sneaking out of the classroom, by the back door.
A man railed at me twice though, but I didn't care.
Waiting is wasting for people like me.
i was just thinking of you.
are you having a good holiday?
if i had a choice i would never go back to school.
i've been going crazy lately, like literally.
miss you! x
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x
shaniarissafincham.
(:
DREAMERCHILD
Because I am the dreamerchild..The one cursed to a meaningless and shallow existence.
you think of me...?
ive had a wonderful holiday, i can remember countless nights of going to raintrees and shopping for lots of junk food, going home and watching 6 movies in a row. I went camping port Douglas with nickies family for 3 days on the second week. On the first week i almost died from a mix of panadol and ritalin... not cool, ill remember not to do that again. Im sick of the cairns base hospitol, it smells funny
crazy?... yea, you dont want to have to start relieing on anti-hallucinogens, fucks up your life, believe me.
anyway, not sure why you miss ME in particular but you know, w/e. cya at school.
P.S if you could reply to this with information on times you will be home that wuld be great. if so ill c u sometime this weekend to borrow your guitar.
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Because, you give me the strength to Move Forward...
You gotta stop overdosing it's bad for you!
Cause you're cool
Ummm, Just rock up whenever and say I said you could borrow it. My folks are down with that.
x Seeyah soon!!
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x
shaniarissafincham.
(:
DREAMERCHILD
Because I am the dreamerchild..The one cursed to a meaningless and shallow existence.
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Because, you give me the strength to Move Forward...
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x
shaniarissafincham.
(:
DREAMERCHILD
Because I am the dreamerchild..The one cursed to a meaningless and shallow existence.
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I'm giving up. Aren't you glad?
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Because, you give me the strength to Move Forward...
I hope you'll succeed in all you do.
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I'm giving up. Aren't you glad?
btw nice phone.
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Jeraul75
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